Yeah.
Completely.

Its a week in, and I am stressed out of my mind, tired, and never see my boyfriend.
Sad face.

I changed around my schedule like crazy though.
I am taking this Professional Photography class thats really hard considering I dont really have prior experiance with fancy dancy cameras.
But I should get some good pictures out of that class to put up here.

Which I have been neglecting to do.
I have no time to collage which makes me sad sad sad considering I had such a good idea for one.
Le sigh.

What can you do.

Band everyday after school isnt much fun either, but I deal.
We have a competition next weekend, which we are so not ready for.
We havent even had a football game yet, and we are throwing the freshman out to a for real competition?
They are going to die.

I mean
THEY WILL DO FANTASTIC
I AM SUCH POSTIVE PERSON
YAY GUARD I LOVE EVERYONE!

Ooo so bitter I should cheer up.

At least I got to see my boyfriend today, and next friday is our half year.
Yay for half years!

And I am getting a new journal tomorrow, so thats always exciting.

And I am really sorry for neglecting people here.
Forgive me?
I still love you all!

All meaning xclockwork cause shes the only one who talks to me really.

lovelovelove

I have been neglecting my deviant art too much.
I am busybusybusy and school only starts tomorrow.
Sorry.

So today is the last day of summer.
Am I happy?
Sad?

I cant really decide.
Ive had a great summer, and we all know, actually sleeping more than 5 hours a night is nice.
But as weird as it sounds, its nice to get back on a schedule again. Yeah I know I'm weird.
But I thrive on normalcy.

I am not looking forward to dramadramadrama.
But its high school, I should just deal.

So heres a lovely little end of summer test

SUMMER'S OVER QUIZ

Looking back on this summer, have you...

1. Drank alcohol? yes
2. Cried? yeah
3. Kissed anyone? boyfriend!
4. Been on a vacation to a different state? OC with nell
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? T&C as usual
6. Been to the beach? yesyes
7. Been to an island? yup
8. Done drugs? no
9. Smoked? no
10. Snuck out? yes
11. Had a sleepover? no actually. sad.
12. Stayed up all night? oh yeah
13. Slept in someone elses bed? yuup
14. Went pee in a pool? gross. no.
15. Went skinny dipping? i wish
16. Been on the computer a lot? haha, yes..
17. Played video games? yeah, nerd, i know.
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? constantly
19. Been on over 30 car rides? probably
20. Been grounded? thank goodness not
21. Been to a party? yes
22. Regret something? who hasnt
23. Been dumped? noooo
24. Lied? no. but how do you know i am not lying now. OOoooOooOo
25. Done anything against the law? probably
26. Been camping? no
27. Got in a fight? yeah
29. Stayed at a hotel? yeah. same room with ellens mom. yay.
30. Talked on the phone all night? no
31. Went shopping? ooo yes
34. Asked someone out? no
35. Got in a car with a stranger? i am still alive, so no.
36. Lost someone close? no luckily
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? yesyes
38. Been to a movie: many
39. Been to a c lub? i wish
40. Slept in? Oo yes
41. Got tanner? very much so
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? probably. Oh yeah, last night. Degrassi marathon.
43. Tried something new? heh yes
44. Did homework? ahem. no.
45. Learned something new? probably
46. Went surfing? nope
47. Went dancing? yes
48. Been to a concert? AFI! and Guster
49. Quoted a movie? all the time
50. Played with fire? yesyes
51. Made new friends? maybe?


Who is the person/people you were with the most?
Zane mos def.

Where have you been the most?
My house, Zanes house

What is your favorite ice cream this summer?
I havent really eaten ice cream all summer. Thats kind of sad.

What is the best day?
July 4th was pretty much perfect.

What is your biggest regret so far this summer?
no use in regretting

What is your favorite song this summer?
hmm hard to say

What is your favorite movie this summer?
MOTHERFUCKIN SNAKES ON A PLANE

Is this the best summer so far?
It was pretty great

Are you looking forward to school starting?
heh i dont know


SO there you go.

<3
me.

So I am back.
Yes I know
rejoice a bit.

Turks and Caicos was really good [as always]
If photobucket wasnt so annoying, Id have some pictures for you all.
But thats how things roll I guess.

So I get back from the T&C and I had this weird red spot on my leg
and it itched a bit.

So I ignored it.

Next day it has little bumps.

I was like well, thats weird but not awful.

Next day and today
HUGE HUGE HUGE bubble of like grossness and pus.

Like when I say huge I mean
an inch across
a centimeter high.

yeah I know
supersuper disgusting

So I went to my doctor today and I told him what had been going on and all.
I thought it might have been from this sea grass that I touched in T&C that made me alittle itchy.
But he said no.
So I said, well the captain of the boat rubbed lime on the stings from the sea grass to make it feel better.

and my doctor was l ike
AH HA! You are allegric to limes, it all makes sense.

So you learn something new everyday right?

So I have a bandaid tan on my knee from band camp.
Dork much.

Band camp is so hot.
and long.

I am kind of done with it.
But I have to be all
YAY BAND CAMP WOO LOVE
since I am captain and have to be postive or whatever.

Me setting a good example?
Hardy har har.


Thats all for now.

I missed you all!
And when I say you all I mean clockwork since shes probably the only person that reads these.


lovelovelovelovelove
me.

...I dont know when I'll be back again.


Or I'm back on the 19th.


I'm going to the Turks and Caicos [like always] for a week.

It should be a good chance to catch up on my reading and get a nice glowy tan.

And of course watch the sunset.
I might sound weird saying that
but the sunset there over the bay.

Most beautiful thing you'll ever see.

I'll probably have tons of pictures when I get back.

So I'm sure I'll be dearly missed.

Dont cry too much for me.


<3
me.

I've never written on this before, for whatever reason, but here goes.
Most of the time I doubt you'll really know what im talking about [I usually dont know what Im talking about] so Im sorry in advance.

I should be asleep probably.
But hey, what can ya do.
I'll take some of my codeine soon and be passed out.

Yeah so, I got oral surgery. [hence the drugs]
Wasnt too awful.
Tastes bad.
Looks awful.
Oozing blood.

But it could be a lot worse I guess.


School starts up sooner than I can think.
This is bascially my last week of summer.
Cause next week Im on vaca in the Turks and Caicos.
And then band camp of course.
And then school.

Where did the summer go?

I kind of wasted it away.
Not too bad though, everyone needs their relax time.
and sleep time.

I probably got more sleep in a month of summer then I get all year long in school.

But hey,
I cant really complain.

Maybe its the pain killers.
Maybe its my cute new haircut.
Maybe its the conversation I just had with Zane.
Maybe its the thought that all Im doing tomorrow is watching a Degrassi marathon.

But I feel pretty okay.

And on that note, I bow out.

<3
me.